gioventu'

outside the world is crying, the wind howls, a dull humming sound that pierces lobes and leaves bitter tastes in dry, hungry mouths. i sit in a cubicle all day, on a desk, or else, in the comfort of my own home, gazing at my window, my bedroom clock....or a dead wall, but at least when i am in a so called learning environment, i can think; burgeoning, non-virginized thoughts about the fiery women that i see. because i feel dead, or immobile. as you can see, education systems where i am, even at college level, reduce the size of the brain into mere abstractions. and the youth know of this, they are depressed. the youth take drugs, get drunk, have non-passionate fucks, and next day, is the same repetition. where is the value in this education, this world that is happiness? the world, the earth, the sphere is crying and we are meaninglessly screwing, screwing our lives away. how many youths will it take to screw in a lightbulb? endless amounts, because we are all dying...
where is the world that once cried so triumphantly? not somberness, but a happy whimper, because it was birthed out of creation, and it had the will; "io posso," to want, to strive, to touch, and to taste. now, the world, the earth, the globe has lost it's will to feel. the youth must create, like the creation of worlds, must birth their passions, non-robotic. if youth finds a sense of passion in what they are doing, they will not be depressed. they will get drunk off of themselves, in each others' company, no artificial stimulation, and they will fuck, they will dance passionately. they can create and take the world back from all its rubble and make something as brilliant that brilliance will be a dead word, and a new word will find its place. out of this comes a new meaning of youth. for it is youth that we are afraid to lose, but age is meaningless. there is a youth in all of us, but we must never lose sight. but growing up in a mundane world is difficult, in so making us partially blind, or for a time, obstructed to see...a light that is not light, but a light that is blank, dark, nothingness....